Thursday, March 1, 2012

This is effing old

The books have arrived although I haven't even opened them yet.  I'm in a bad mood due to the truck being down again...after spending nearly $2000 on it in the past 6 months and my solutions to our problems being dismissed as if I'm stupid.  So...yeah...tired of all this bad luck that just seems to keep piling on.  And while my convenience isn't a big issue, I'm the one who has to sit home until the damned thing gets fixed again, which could be weeks from now because Tom only gets one day a week off from work.  Ever.  And should Zach get a job he's going to lose it because we never have two vehicles up and running for long.  And this has lasted for over 16 years.  No shit.

I'm not well-versed in magick yet and the one time I did try a spell to block all the negativity that has heaped upon us (I swear we're under a curse) but nothing changed so it wasn't effective apparently.

I will try to calm myself and settle myself in and read tonight in hopes things will look brighter tomorrow.  Not sure of the gods enough to ask for any help right now so I'll just send a prayer out in the ether to whoever is listening.  I'm about worn down from all this.  I truly am.


  1. ~hugs~

    Hopefully everything sorts itself out soon.

  2. I'm sorry. I don't know what to say other than to pray to your Guardians and Guides and ask for what you need. There are many magical things that can be done as well, you don't need to be "well-versed" you just need to settle down and tune in to what your instincts tell you needs to be done.

  3. *hugs*

    Sorry to hear it's been so rough. The one from Jersey ;) has some good advice. Hope things get better soon.