Sunday, February 20, 2011

Getting clear

I'm feeling better today except for the fatigue.  I slept long and hard last night so that helped a lot.  Irrigating the sinuses has cleared the infection but I intend to follow through with it to make sure it stays clear.

I'm feeling a need to clear my personal spaces as well.  Being sick means the clutter has gotten out of control and my altar is the only thing in my bedroom that is clean.  I was going to tackle it today but I spent time with my mom and dad on the phone, talking about recipes, gardening and weather.  If we stick to those subjects we're fine.  Just don't talk about family or anything personal.

I do plan on cleaning tomorrow.  We're getting snowed in right now so I don't plan on going anywhere for the next few days.  Should give me time to get my surroundings in a better order.  I just don't do spirituality well if my life is cluttered.  I did de-stash all the Roman and Greek books out of my headboard bookcase, making room for my Druid and Wiccan books.  I hope to get back to reading soon.  When my head is fully clear.  Not of infection but of mindless junk.

I have been lighting candles again and that feels great even if I don't do anything but that.  I might try some meditation in the next few days.  I haven't done that in ages and would like to get back in the habit of spending time inside myself for a while. 

But for now I'm going to focus on getting better and regaining the energy I lost over the past two years.  I can't help but think a lot of it is due to the negativity that lives in my home.  That has got to go and soon.

Off to fix some supper and then to bed. 


  1. Negativity in the home can make a HUGE difference in how you feel. Rest and drink drink drink plenty. The housework will be there when you are feeling better. Geeze, I sound like such a mom ; )

  2. You can mother me any day of the week. :)

    I know you're right and I've lived in this house with negativity since we moved here 12 years ago.