I'm trying to clean my house and get rid of all the clutter. I think I need to rid myself of the physical clutter before I can get rid of the spiritual clutter. It's always been amazing to me how a clean house can energize me. Of course, it's not exactly clean but I did manage to throw out one black garbage bag full of trash and another one full of stuff for the thrift store.
I could do better by going through all the drawers as well, but let's try baby steps first.
I haven't really done any reading lately about matters of spirituality but I did bookmark a druid site that has lots of good things there and I plan on tackling that later this week. I also found a site that deals with magickal herbs. Eventually I'd like to actually own a book on the subject instead of just notes from the internet. I don't actually have a Book of Shadows yet. I'm still winging it.
I've chosen not to go the way of Wicca. It just doesn't feel right for me. Maybe I'm just a bit of a rebel after all those years of conformity but I would rather find my path as I walk it rather than have a road map. I look forward to just finding my way.
It's a short entry today because I'm dead tired and might get to sleep early for once. Soon I hope to catch up on some sleep so I can have my mind back. I'd love to be able to think again...or even meditate. That would take a lot of concentration for me since I can't keep my mind from wandering to Alpha Centauri and back while I'm writing up a grocery list.
And hopefully I'll learn how to redirect my energy so it's not inward all the time (self-pity, anger, despair) and maybe turn it into something productive.
It's my goal, anyway.